Citra Gilang

Been 10 days to go before the wedding.  Barely feel nervous, at all, it's more like worry and wonder how it goes and ended. Challenges and obstacles are just keep coming and try to get me down and become unsure with my own decision. I checked this to some people and they mostly say the same. The more you think of it, the more you unsure with your own heart and close to say no at the end. Thus, I normally prefer to think of day-to-day plan rather than worry of what's going to happen. Plus, this is actually what I'm waiting for in the rest of my life. Having a sacral, elegant, and amazing wedding party with my lovely fiance, who is hardly to find and meet. I more feel like relieve. Invitation card and souvenir are done. Wait for a week or more to make those things ready. I'm kinda lucky to have a wonderful mom, dad and awesome sister. They are so much helpful in taking care of my everything. I barely have in touch with the decor and dresses. All are ni...

Dalam rangka memperingati Hari Hutan Internasional setiap tanggal 21 Maret, Kementerian Lingkungan Hidup dan Kehutanan mengadakan serangkaian acara menarik bertajuk lingkungan, seperti penanaman pohon dan lomba iklan layanan masyarakat bertajuk stop motion video . Lomba ini  didesign dengan durasi 30 detik dan setiap peserta diwajibkan untuk mengirimkan karya terbaik mereka dalam bentuk DVD (format AVI, MP4 atau MOV) ke alamat: Pusat Kerjasama Luar Negeri, Kementerian Lingkungan Hidup dan Kehutanan.  Gedung Manggala Wanabakti Blok 7 Lt. 4, Jl. Gatot Subroto, Senayan, Jakarta Pusat 10270.  Syarat dan ketentuan berlaku: Peserta terbuka untuk umum, warga negara Indonesia perorangan yang berdomisili di wilayah negara Indonesia ; Video bertema “ Hutan | Iklim | Perubahan ” ; Durasi video 30 detik; Peserta boleh menggunakan segala jenis media perekam audio visual. Hasil audio visual harus memenuhi standar broadcast (720X576 px);    Video yang ...

HE IS HERE PALS! ALIVE! He is here. Oh My God! This guy is finally here. I still remember when the first time my parents saw him on the airport. With full of curiosity and hope, they were passionately willing to meet this guy. My feeling was actually more that theirs. I feel more like someone who never meet her soul mate for years in the war then destiny makes them meet again the better and best situation. It feels good, so much good. That night I just came back from Jogja. I took bus and arrived around 5 in the afternoon and my parents were already there to pick me up and together went to airport. It took about one hour to reach airport including time to pray and eat. Finally we have to wait about 2 hours in domestic terminal, where Abang landed from Jakarta. I was waiting like a crazy person, looking at the board every second and standing in front of the gate like security guard. I can't breath and sit. I just have to see him as soon as possible. The worst thing was i...

Day one after my decision of saying 'yes', it begins completely nothing in my mind that I have to worry about anything in the future as long as I am with him. Any life's obstacle will be just a color of my life and everything will be OK with him. Day two, day three and another 768 days of this relation, it is fortunate that he is still being my life safer, for sure after asking Allah of His help. Thousands of people asking me clearly to be aware of him and his country. Most of those people are my close friends, my relatives, my colleagues even someone I just know. I called them haters. I called them a group of people who have nothing to do with their lives till they find something interesting in other people's life. I called them a team of one game who try themselves to win the game by imitating the devil to make people down. I called them as a group of people who just curious of someone else's life and have no interest to help. But surely, there are also lovers....